I had a visit from one of my closest friends. She came in to town to see a dentist. It was nice seeing her after so many months.
I was reminded of the need to keep in better touch with my friends, few as they are already.
She excitedly broke the news that she will be getting married before the end of the year, and I’m obviously happy for her.
All around me people are either getting bigger n better career opportunities, or getting married. I don’t want to feel pressured but considering that I’m neither at my dream career path or in any promising relationship, I can’t help but feel exactly that – pressured.
My relationship status is not nearly as worrisome as the fact that I feel myself getting farther and farther away from my dreams and ambitions.
I feel like somewhere, somehow I missed my true calling and can’t get back on track. My mission starting today is to try all I can, with everything I have (talents & skills), to get myself back on track. No more excuses!